And What Am I?

"Faithfulness... Your enduring faithfulness."

These have a tendency to just be ramblings... I need to fix that but I dont really know how. Coherant thought isnt one of my strongest suits, but thats why I like me. I do my best to be faithful, in whatever capacity I'm required to be so. I had an unfortunate sabbatical from my faith for a time. Not because I didnt believe, but because I wallowed in self-pity. I find that I have this odd inverted mentality when it comes to the pride cycle. When times are rough and trials soar, I tend to step away from my faith; and when times are good I find it again and revel in the goodness that is my renewed faith. I dont know why. Then again, I dont really know why I do most of the things I do. I also find it funny that despite the clarity that I have gained of late, I am still just as confused as ever about certain, and different, aspects of my life. It seems they werent as important before, but now that other things have been cleared away they come to the forefront.

Goodness I'm tired... But I do like her, Sam I Am.