Eye No Itz Trew

In my efforts to make this blog something far beyond me, I have come to realize this blog is already far beyond me. The eternal law of keeping records is not something I have kept well, nor is it a gift that is going to be easily accessed. Forgive me for my shortcomings. I shall keep this simple tonight, as my eye hurts, and I crave sustenance (Me want food).

I moved home almost a year ago and despite my rocky start, I feel that somehow things have picked up. I dont know how, why, when, or even how (I know I know, I said that already but I dont want to go back and change it) but I do know it has begun (Anybody familiar with the Mortal Kombat song??? I thought not). I see the ward I am in as my past, present, and future, but for the life of me never knew why. I'm stuck in a dead end job that I hate with just about every cell in my body (my ganglion seem to like it). The last few months have been somewhat reflective; on myself, what I am, what I'm becoming, where I'm going, what I'm going to name my cold sore (They're like hurricanes, they are!). Is this reflection a result of meeting a girl? Only in a small fashion. We haven't even gone on a date. This predates last Monday when I met the first person I've desired to take out since 2009 began. But I suppose that is a part of it, especially now. I dont know the future (I have been granted clairvoyance a few times but not right now) but I know it's going up from here. The doldrums of life are only such if we grant them their power. Its time to stand tall like a man (or woman... but I'm a man) and shake off the shackles of mediocrity... Now I just have to figure out how ;)